for the first time in a very long time, i feel happy and hopeful :)
you know there was this girl i used to chill with who always told me we were best friends and i really believed it and one day we get into a fight. a small one that was not even worth fighting (our first “fight”) and that i don’t even remember and then all of a sudden I’m not good enough for her around her “cooler” friends. meanwhile, when she literally had no friends and everyone was making fun of her and hating on her, i was the one who defended her and stayed on the phone with her when she wanted to kill herself or overdose. yeah that was me. and i never asked her for anything in return. now all of a sudden you refuse to talk to me unless you have no choice and just because I’m not getting drunk and high all the time and have priorities in my life like my career, I’m totally uncool. whatever bitch, you’ll never find a girl like me who will hold you during all your problems even when I thought they were stupid
i may not be pretty nor may me and him have the ideal relationship but it doesn’t give these stupid hoes a right to try and steal the man of my dreams when they have a boyfriend themselves!! you are no threat because maybe i don’t have the same body but i am smart, have more personality, and am more girlfriend material than you ever will. plus ill actually be getting somewhere in life unlike you who doesn’t even have the self control to stay faithful to your boyfriend and keep cocks out of your pants. even if we’re not together and he decides to fuck you, your nothing but a sex toy. something I wouldn’t even consider cheating if we were together. your not a girl someone would wanna marry, you aren’t that type who would live selflessly for someone else. but I am. so maybe you can get a lot of guys, attention, and get everything you want now but later in life you will be that unhappy girl who no one will want to marry because you can’t be seen for something more than you truly are. a whore and a tool.
